people who got my back

Mom n dad. You guys did amazing. You got the best kindhearted child one can ask for. i thank you for raising them well. Each of them grew up becOming generous human being. Awhh.

Them. my brothers. my sisters. always there when i am in need.

Like a candle. like stars. Shining bright through out the darkness.

Thank you ummi ayah. For letting me have them in my life.

They inspired me to be kind just like them to other people.

I kinda got it when mom say ' ummi kenal anak ummi. Ummi tahu anak ummi '

Someday i am gonna repay their kindness.

Insyaa allah.

As for now i shall make more and more dua for them.

May Allah keep them happy forever.
Keep them safe forever.

Aamiin.

beyond grateful

All praises only to Allah AlRahman AlRahim.
Everything was ease for me. Every single one i met today has being kind hearted and thoughtful. I am so thankful for Allah sending me these strangers to help me in a very meaningful way.. it was nothing much for me going out alone stocking up my monthly necessity. Ofcourse every gentlemen couldn't sit still and lending their arm helping me the helpless alone and maybe its look fragile to them.. I mean.. a girl.. alone.. struggling w cart full of groceries.. No husband no brother no men no sister are there helping.. It's not a big deal for me actually.. I've been witnessing many husband or men letting their women doing the hard works w out even helping.. I mean i grew up seeing the women close to me managing all hard stuffs alone by themselves because of those irresponsible, ignorant, hopeless men who can stand watching all of these w out offering help or atleast comfort words or valid reasons to not doing so.

Oops chill darling haha nothing much it's just
me being hormonal emotional again.. It's time of the month..

yeah you know... the normal considerate people will naturally come to think of the husband or yeah anyone who should be there... they will think that girl should not be doing all those thing by herself.. well then i will also hope and pray that soon when i have husband or partner, he will be like among those genlemen whom being helping me in their own way.. Also i hope i will be as kind and thoughtful as those sister whom being helping me too..

Ahhhh the point is today i've being receiving lots of help from these lovely people who help me regardless of the fact that w do not know each other.. I do hope  all people will do some small act of kindness everywhere everytime as it heals and help in the way you will never imagine..

Also. I am thankful for ayah for every single thing i purchased today because of he doing his responsibility as a father supporting me financially.. taking care of my foods and clothes since i was a baby... I can't never thank him enough.. i pray Allah will bless him w lots of love for all his good deeds to us,his children..

My grammar is everywhere just like my mind.. It's everywhere i don't know where...

I better stop now my entry getting weird.

Haha.

Bye.

Thanks Allah.

Wed,20 Sept 2017
00:53