Geez i've been trying to sleep since 1am and guess what now it's already 3.30am huahuahua it looks like that beauty sleep just won't come to me. Oh come on i gotta work tomorrow and it's my first day working okay and i better not spoil it by not being punctual or being tired because lack of sleep or being crancky/moody because of unstable hormones caused by restless body etc.
I expect myself will be as motivated as today. Those quite impressive first impression i presented to my employee during the interview just now oh wow that's unbelieveable i must say cause it's been a while since i last dealing or communicate or socialising with people you know i was in my hibernate mode for quite sometimes after the college. Hihi. Now i challenge my dear self to maintain and put consistency to that good first impression till forever and ever. Just because yeahh i admit that in my life i always quite a champion lol when it comes to build the good impression to the new circles of people.. but then i don't really has good history maintaining my good reputation/character/upbringing to the end of our togetherness.. ihiks.. i remember how i always intentionally break it for many reasons..
Hihi.. nahh past is past.. that's not where i belongs to.. i learnt my lessons.. i shall do better day by day.. cheers everybody.. okay now it's 4am.. phew.. pray for me.. ahh may everything goes smooth tomorrow.. as smooth as today.. oh my oh my oh my today was lit.. i can't thanks Allah enough for helping me out today.. super smooth.. ohh masyaallah.. it's just amaaaazing..
Praise be to Allah The Merciful.
Yasss it's now 5.30am.. and yes i didn't fall asleep at all. Yup awesome. I guess i'm too awake to sleep yeah so much thing happened today it feels surreal. It's gonna be different from now on i shall prepare myself for the life changing. I'm still over the moon. Hiks. I need to constantly remind myself to keep it moderate. Do not let the feelings overwhelmed myself. Yeahh i need to act wise. Think smart. Stay positive. positive
